I've saved this letter address to an "anonymous" since January 2010.  Whenever I feel pathetic or worthless, I read this letter.  Why have I saved it for all this time?  It's my motivator.  It reminds me that I'm a fighter.  Reading this fuels my anger.  I'm reminded of the mental and emotional hardships I've had to overcome and these words of hate just makes me want to punch every single day in the face with a fistful of "Fuck You".  Every day is a struggle to become better than the person you were the day before.

There have been so many days where I just wanted to walk up to this person and just unleash the anger that has built up inside of me, but I never will.  Instead, I prayed for your well-being and wish for your happiness.  In fact, I still do.

So thank you for writing this.  I'm a survivor and I'm going to keep on surviving, and I'm going to keep thanking your for leading me into my Renaissance.

"Straight up now tell me are you really going to love me forever?  Or is this just another hit and run?"

Each and every single time I hear that lyric, I always go back to that day after Trig...  I remember everything.  I remember what you wore, what I wore, the smell, the weather outside, and everything that was said.

And that was the day that everything changed and that I never looked back upon.